I’m slacking, but I’m not quitting

I know I have not worked out in two days. I went out with a friend on Wednesday and last night I was just in an awful mood and had no desire. BUT! Tonight when I get home from picking up my younger daughter I will work out. This week my weight has gone up and back down. I hate how it can be so flexable from day to day. Drives me nuts. I sort of wish I didn’t have all these anxiety issues so I could take something like Decaslim to help me burn these calories, but anything like that gives me the jitters and it freaks me out. So while I was slacking on my workouts these last few days I am not quitting.