Aug
27
Lack of Focus
Category: About Me, BPD | 
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I’ve been having a hard time finding focus. There are so many things I want to do and need to do, but I want to do them all at once. I know I can only do what I CAN do at the given moment and situation I am in, but I can’t help it. My [...]
Jul
9
Girl, Interrupted
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I know I don’t blog about this much, but my BPD has really been getting to me these last few weeks. I’m depressed all the time. Nothing is enjoyable anymore. My insomnia is in hyper-drive. All I want to do is yell and scream then crawl under a rock for a month. At least I [...]
May
11
Last night I broke two of my own rules. A) I ate fast food and B) spent money outside my budget. Oh and I didn’t work out for the second day in a row. I ordered wings and cheese sticks from PapaJohns. Oh well. Like I always tell others, today is a new day to [...]
Mar
19
The General Blahs
Category: About Me, BPD, Change | Leave a Comment
I have a very serious case of the general blahs. I know a few days ago I was writing about how each day was a new day to start over, but days like today I just don’t see the point. Days like today I don’t even see the point in things like day cream. Sure, [...]
